In the beginning

I walked into the cellular company to change my account setting, and found more that what I bargain for. While there, I learned that I had over $400 in charges. I remember tell the young man that there must be a mistake and ask him to look into it.  As I sat across from him I could see his face change and the swirling in my stomach began.  I was going to learn something that I did not want to learn.  He looked at me and said well at least I can tell you that the cost incurred was not from my cell phone.  In one moment I realized that my life as I knew it would never be the same.  I left feeling horrible for the salesman, after all it must have been very uncomfortable for him.  The first thing I did was call my husband and ask who he had been talking to.  His response was, "I thought we had unlimited minutes" .  Seventeen years of marriage and this was his response.  As tears fell down, emotions were overtaking me, such as anger, disbelief, shock, confusing, fear, and a sadness so deep.  How was I going to move on from here?  What was I to  do? was this really happening to me?  How could I not have know? who is she? when did he see her? why or why was this happening? This was the beginning of a journey that at the time I thought had no ending.  A journey that I would ot take a lone but with my wonderful savior!